i bet i just gotta rant out all my sorrows to blogger. arhh. i'm like a balloon which has reached it's maximum. it gonna explode in no time. my sky is grey in colour. and i guess my heart must be black. the world is negative. and i'm just a devil deep within. my life sux. the way i lead my life just sux totally. i'm a useless piece of shit. deserve no concerns. arhhh. kill me kill me.
i went for a short break. lie my head down, a short rest for my aching back. instantly my tears dash out. it wasn't because i'm sad. i think my body can't take it already. and it's calling for a break. why can't i take good care of myself. silly hua is dumb. i shan't act heroine and agree to work when i'm not feeling well. shit u sotong. stupid stupid. =( but i'm disappointed. sigh. no one cares but thank peiyin for being there. thankies! =)
did i watched too much korean drama. when someone is sick there'll be someone who'll look after him/her all night long. changing the wet towels for her. checking her temperature to see whether her fever has gone. cooking porridge for when to eat when she wakes up. haa. i guess i must have watch too much dramas. it's gonna be god damn sweet of that person who did that man!
hua is announced dead. >.< aquarius will still survive without everything. haa. so am i. let me be a baby.
